(((((Tomjones))))) Really sorry you are struggling. My only advice is don't give up!

If you have ins keep calling, try your primary care dr & see what they can do to get you an appt, if you have county assistance, same with them, keep calling. Don't let yourself fall thru the cracks of the system!

As hard as it is to keep motivated, you just have to keep trying. Making 1-2 phone calls probably won't get you any help. Keep bugging anybody & everybody until you get an appt with a T & pdoc. You also have to keep the welfare of your child in mind. It doesn't sound like a very happy enviroment for either of you. As for me, been there & done that...

Hope this helped, take care.
PS. you can PM me anytime.