Fharraige,
I know that this thread was written a while ago, but I just wanted to say that I am very sorry for your loss. Losing a loved one (especially a parent) can be very difficult. Give yourself time to grieve. Please try to look at it this way for me - he is no longer suffering and is free now. Give yourself time to overcome what happened. You will never forget it, but it will feel better, trust me. You'll start thinking of the good times you spent with him and his memory will bring along smiles.
Very sorry for your loss,
Burning Aroma
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