(((((whenwillitend)))))
Ugh. What a difficult thing to have happen.
I wish I had advice. I can relate to being unable to work due to depression.
My heart goes out to you...
Take it one day at a time, one minute at a time even.
The most important thing that your kids have is you and their Dad. They have you to listen to them and to be with them. If you're honest with them, they'll understand. I think kids are good at that. They crave honesty. Didn't you when you were a kid?
Some of the best things I remember from growing up weren't things at all but rather time I spent doing stuff with my mom or dad, even stuff that took no money. Mom and I once made X-mas cards by cutting up old fabric and gluing it to paper along with glitter, I remember it to this day, but I can't begin to tell you what I got for Christmas that year. Are there some times or some games you and your husband remember from your childhood that you can share with them? Again, I'm sorry if my response falls short. Just wanted to let you know you are heard.
You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.