I don't think I'm being gang stalked. I don't usually pay too much attention to stuff like that, but I can't imagine any reason why anyone would want to stalk me. And I don't feel fearful. Honestly I tend to be lost in my own thoughts most of the time. When I was younger I'd actually try to walk around while reading a book, but I tended to trip over curbs and run into people. I could probably have an army following me around, and I just wouldn't notice.

Just stay safe. No knife, though. The medication should help bring the fear level down gradually over time. Give it at least a month, I would say. When you feel less afraid, you'll be able to figure out what to do next. But you really do have to take it every day and give it a chance to help you feel calmer. I've seen my son when he's taking it hit and miss, and it really makes him more anxious. Now I always give him his pill at 8 pm every night, so he doesn't forget.