I've also completely isolated myself. It's funny how hurtful it is when family leave me to myself, even if I have chosen not to be a part of their lives.

I'm not a people person, but I crave a close relationship with another human being. I get the 'wanting to be left alone, but feeling lonely' thing. It sucks to have no one to share things with. But most people annoy me... how do I find people that I can stand to be around for more than five minutes at a time? Maybe I'll just run away and go live on a mountain.