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Originally Posted by Innerzone
Maybe. And maybe not. Everyone is different, so it's hard (impossible, really) to predict. Your fear is certainly understandable given the situation that you witnessed. Thing is, it's not universal. For instance, if it'd been me you'd seen, it would have been the exact opposite. I went from being extreme to being pretty "normal". Not boring normal mind you!  Kooky personality and creativity totally intact (I mention those because they are often given as a med fear as well. Again, not universal, so I feel the need to stand up and be counted. Meds did not take those things away from me.)
Not saying whether you should or shouldn't. It's your choice. Just wanted to share my experience for your consideration. |
thank you,
sometimes i forget that not everyone experiences things the same.
but i do know it.
i know that although i am not her,
and our disorders wont nessesarialy be the same,
that the thing keeping me scared is,
we are so much alike.
i hate it,
addmitting it, of course.
but i cant deny it.
i just dont see how i can take that risk.
it might be irrational.
but i have speent many days and nights thinking things over
-as rationaly as possible.
i do my best to do everything else i can, to manage it.
and 90% of the time.. it's enough
... what i cant figure out, is what to do with that 10%
i know i need help. i am getting it. i just dont know if the "help" is helping.
