No, I haven't really accepted it. It was a choice I made, and at the time, I really felt it was the only option that I had. I really, really regret it now though, and I think about it every day, and I don't know how to get past it.

It's a common theme for me. I can't get past losses. My T says that I need to accept the losses and stop wishing for what could have been. I just don't know how to get myself to the point of acceptance, for any of the losses in my life.