I have been struggling with feeling down this week. Lack of energy and motivation. My kids are out of school for five days this weekend starting today. My boyfriend is leaving tomorrow morning for a trip out of town. I usually do not fair to well while he is away. He is the main person I spend time with. So I'm feeling anxious about how I will get through the weekend and not sink further.

I dunno, I should try to get one yoga session in while he's away, problem is it is far from my house and I don't drive. So I need to find a solution to that. My sister who I hang out with, her husband is down and I know she's busy with him. Maybe she can work me in somewhere. I was thinking if I made myself a busy schedule it wouldn't be so bad. My kids are pre teens and they are usually off and busy with friends. Oh, I don't have any friends so that's not really an option.

Any suggestions welcome. All I got so far is listed above aside from cleaning and um cleaning. My birthday is next week too which is not helping my mood, it always seems depressing to me for some reason.