I just wanted to post and offer that I can relate, rainbow8.
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I'm debating whether I should call her just to tell her how I feel and to hear her say "It's not TMI. I'm not judging you. Let's just be curious about it."
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I know it's probably of little comfort right now, but I am sure that these are exactly the kind of words that you can count on hearing from your t at your session. If you can, just remind yourself that that
is how t already feels although you haven't heard it yet, and that it
is going to be okay. I don't know your specific t situation, but if you think calling would help you, I hope that you do. I hope you do whatever it is that you feel will help the most, and that you can find peace until you get to your t session.
I've sent many emails that I regretted. It's so hard to make it through the humiliation and regret until we can hear the words out of T's own mouth that "it is okay."
It'll be okay
edited because I'm still getting the hang of the "quote" feature