Ah right, they make it totally obvious to me - I'm always looking everywhere. Sometimes they don't need a reason to stalk people.

I hate my medication it tastes weird - but it's ok if it makes me feel better. I didn't tell the nurse you believe me - everytime I tell her other people think I'm not ill, she says they might be ill or that it feeds my beliefs. Then I won't look for alternatives because it's like a top up for what I'm thinking about.

The knife is still a big deal to me, it could save my life, why doesn't my nurse understand that.

I'm off the course as well.