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Originally Posted by rainbow8
I feel ashamed of feeling ashamed. I'm the one who tells my T everything and posts that nothing is TMI for her. That may be true, but it's TMI for ME!  I am ashamed of what I emailed her and the words I used. They are disgusting to me. She will say she isn't judging me but I don't know how I can face her now. I just want to hide!!! |
This is the price of email - the fear and shame while you wait for the consequences.
I experienced that when I sent a private message here. What if the recipient writes back saying, "It's none of your damn business. Go away and leave me alone!" I would be crushed. So when I got the reply, it took me nearly a day to get up courage to read it.
This may sound trite, but the best solution is not to send the emails in the first place.
However, what is done is done. You can always apologise. And Ts are not supposed to shout at you.