I have been tweaking my meds for awhile now and now that I finally have gotten on a good medicine regimen by my Pdoc I am feeling more myself. Since I have been feeling better I have noticed how mean, belittling, and angry my husband. He hasn't changed at all. This has always been him but I feel good enough about myself to realize this is not normal and I deserve better. Has anyone else had a "wake up" or realization of reality after getting yourself feeling better. I'm sure my upcoming separation will put me back into a depression but I atleast know I'm making the right decision. Others around me are happy, they think my separation is way over due. Sorry to rant, just venting