Hi Moreta! It's good to see you!

Been awhile since seeing you here on the BP forum... I have seen you around some other places here on PC and were wondering how you were doing. So sorry to hear that it's crappy.
I've not heard of it inducing mania, but it's not something I know a ton about. There are some folks on here that have had ECT, so first hand experience is likely on its way. I've never had it, so can't help on that front, but couldn't help from popping in to say hi to you!
Having just recently come out of a very bad and long depression, I totally hear you on the being sick of it! (It involved and AD add-on - so far so good - so not useful to the topic, but... hoping something works for you soon too.) Lots of

and good wishes, Moreta!