Sorry forgot trigger icon...

*****TRIGGER***********

Really, I've wondered this for months. What constitutes a "real" relapse? You guys are going to hate me for this because if today counts then I was clean for 9 months. Today I was messing around in the bathroom and accidentally knocked one of my mom's glass jars onto the floor. Later when I went back in the bathroom, I found a teeny sharp piece laying in the sink, probably no bigger than the tip of my finger. I just started using it, not hard though, just enough to break skin. I later counted about 20 scratches about 1/2 to an inch in length. Do you think this "counts"?

Stupid question I know. It's far from the relapse I had back in February.