Thank you all!

Yes, the more I think of this, the more I think that I was pushed in doing things I didn't wanted to do and hated to do.

In another way, you would think I would be afraid of authority because of the teachers,my mother and my sister but I'm not. I can face any kind of authority and be very sure of myself. If I feel I am right, I will not step back. Sometime I think that maybe this is a kind of a revenge because I was pushed by authority when I was a child? Who knows with me? I can be very strange.