After a long relationship,i just had a break up with my gf...infact it was me who did break up.Now i want her back but it seems to be a lost cause.Though she claims to love me and is trying hard ways to move on,i don't even want to move on.Because it was great when she was there.I don't give a **** to my career anymore,which is one of the reason for our break up.Any ideas on what to do now???and ny the way due to my idiotic impulsive behavior i used some pretty bad words for her family and then thrashed her brother,,,so situation is worst...pls help