I'm beginning to think that I made the wrong choice to date again and bad thing is it is my best friend that I'm dating. Its been 5 months since my last relationship and it was an intense love and hate relationship. My bestfriend I confessed to one another that we've liked one another and lets give dating a try. We were hesitant bc its a big risk to make bc the friendship will never be the same again.

I've been thinking about it and I'm starting to get nervous bc I haven't yet moved on from the heartache and I don't want the long friendship I've had to pay for the past. I don't miss my exbf but it was such an intense heartache that I haven't moved on from that and i don't want my friend to pay for the emotional baggage.

I feel so horrible bc my bestfriend is so happy that we are giving this dating a try and now I'm going to disappointment him.