Thanks for the reply's, I really appreciate it. Innerzone, I usually stick to chat, as I have no concentration to read posts. I also have a hard time getting my point across, b/c I can't remember what to say from the lamictal. I would be so nice to get off that med.

If I were to get the ECT, I would have to go in for a consultation, where they would talk about other treatments, but I've been on everything. I'm going to give it a month and see how I feel then. I also can't take anti-depressants because I'm trying to get pregnant. (I know, not the best time to be doing that, but my husband is adamant about it, so i agreed.)

I really want to feel better NOW, so I don't have to consider it, but if I have to do ECT, I guess I could live with it.