(((((Liberada)))))),

It hasn't been that long, it takes time to grieve something like this, it is normal to be depressed and feel lost. You have to have whatever time you need to grieve and everyone grieves differntly and ususally there are stages of emotions that one goes through in a reaction to a loss like this, it has to run its course. But I do think you should get grief counceling to help guide you through this very emotional time.

Open Eyes