yes i think it counts as well and was gonna call it a slip too. dont let it go to a full blown relapse when you have been doing so well. and no, this is not a pathetic cry for attention. you are reaching out to others who understand and gain support in a time of need. none of us want to see you end up in a state of despair and confusion over something like this which is possible if you did not share what is happening to you. that is what we are here for.

reach out whenever you have to and keep up the good work!