It has always bothered me when people haven't taken notice when something has been troubling me. Not because I crave the attention, but when it is obvious that someone is going through a hard time, I think the right thing would be for people to reach out and help one another. But anytime anyone has ever tried to help me, I've always shut down and shut them out. I guess I just like the idea that people do care, but I'm afraid of the help.