I've been depressed i think as a BABY! lol, funny but not funny. My parents did say I was really quiet as a baby. I was probably trying to figure out life's mysteries or something. I was recently drinking wine daily to mute the pain a little, but my husband asked me to stop so i did. Never was a beer drinker. "getting by" stinks! I'm so sick of just getting by! It can work for a long time, but for me I get to a breaking point and cant do that anymore.....

ok shut up, Colleen!

How many hours doyou have left miner?