I can so relate to this - I think T will get fed up with me and say he doesn't want to work with me. I tell myself this is transference and I am just being irrational, but I reply to myself that not I am really not being irrational, I can see it in his face and I just wait for the day.

I know no amount of reassurance can persuade me otherwise, the most I can manage is to hope it is not true.