I can understand. But the longer you "put off" getting acquainted with the opposite sex, the harder it will be.
Why not get some counseling about the trust issues & anxiety? It probably wouldn't take YEARS of it, but I'm sure it would help you immensely. I've gone thru therapy for years off & on in my adult life, and I'm so glad I did. I'm a stronger & more self-assured than before.
I wish you the very best -- please keep us posted on how you're doing. God bless & take care. Hugs Lee
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