((((((((Christina))))))))))

I am sorry that you are struggling so much right now. I wish that I could have stayed and helped you more in chat, but I'm just at my limit for tonight. Please be safe, and let people help you. It's okay to ask fo help, and people don't mind when you ask for something specific that they can do, and you accept the help and do your part so that your situation does get better.

A good friend of mine here gave me an affirmation that you can use too. "I am allowed to act in my own best self-interest." That means you are allowed to get help and you are allowed to get better, and you are allowed to say enough is enough and you can't take on more responsibilities other than your own.

TC,
Rap