jsut need to vent again. i still just feel so bad and feel as if everything is sliding away. i still can't motivate myself to do the things that need to be done, even those that are a huge priority in my mind. each day gets harder and harder. i am doing well with my therapist and with adjusting meds but no real relief at all yet. they say that 80% of people can be successfully treated for depression with modern medicine. what if i am one of the lucky 20%? i've never won the lottery or anything, nver been lucky in love, so maybe this will be the one time that i "beat the odds"

tryihng for sleep again now, going to try to deal with the bank docs again tomorrow, been trying unsuccessfully for 2 or 3 weeks now. i am still trying.

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