I deeply want a new job. I want to keep working because I've never liked when I am just sitting around at home. Plus, I have to work to support myself. I have finally found the energy in myself to start the job hunt. Finally finished updating my resume after several months of putting it off. I applied to some positions and got calls back (that is amazing in my book!). But they didn't pan out in my favor. Healthy me would just take the rejection and anxiety of all this and file it away and keep moving. But depressed me now has a hard time with a process that is inherently not kind. I am always worried about how my depression effects the potential employee I am projecting. Can these people tell I am really broken inside? So this might not have been the best timing to decide to look for another job.