i am still no closer to getting a place of my own, i am still in the potential death trap, and if anything am getting even more depressed. i will have to change my sign in name soon when i return full time as the doctor who is treating me saw one of the posts i made on the site, so to allay my concerns i WILL be changing names, those of you who know my style of writing will know it is me, and i will inform you when i have change it so you dont get as confused as i am going to be when i try and remember to login under the new name.

on another note i am about 1 week away from being committed back to hospital, my friends mom died 9 days ago and i have been invited to the wake, so things arwe pretty stressful at this time for me.

anyway enough of the downer *****, spoeak to yuo all soon.