Ok so I haven't posted in awhile...some of you (well prob a lot) don't even know me really well...but I had been posting about my T-and deciding to terminate with him because of his inability to give me a set day/time each week and his busyness were causing me such anxiety and distress it was overshadowing any of the work we were doing...the benefits were no longer outweighing the cost it was having...and it has been discussed with T-no way for him to give me what I need-my spot. When I told him through email I was terminating, he suggested a transition session-that he really does care for my healing and well being, I said a closure session would be too difficult. So that was a week ago, I've dreamed about T almost every night, I miss him so much...but those around me don't want me to go back-because of how "crazy and upset" I get about it. Im seeing a psychiatrist on Monday-who also does therapy-I want to see if I like him-but I was also thinking about seeing old T every once in a while, like once a month...what are opinions on asking my T for that?
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