I've been up and down all week I know my meds aren't working at all and that I should be going to the hospital before it gets real bad but I keep putting it off I don't even know why. To survive this long I've been taking enough lorazapam to just sleep everyday after work problem is its starting to not work either I'm taking three or four at a time now and I know all the sleep aint helping my mood either. Should I just give up ?