I seem to max out at four classes per semester in terms of keeping my grades up. I have ridiculous expectations of myself, and I will not accept C's, and B's make me almost cry. AND YET, I just sat down, in the bath, to read a book for class (Ive always been good at reading in the bath), and I got maybe three pages read, then I flipped through the book, then started playing with bubbles, then talked to the cats, etc...I got nothing done! With no specific distractions!

I am going directly into grad school, I dont want to break (loans will come due), but full time in grad school is 3 classes (thank God!!). I have to have 5 to graduate, and I know I can do it, I just have to get focussed! Maybe my doc can help with that. Im trying to save up to go see him in the next week or two. Its taken me two days in a row to clean my house, and Im only halfway done! This is so frustrating!