thank you..

I am hoping that since this is hte frist week I have been on it, that maybe it will come back slowly not all at once..
I do not mind not wanting to eat..

I am only concernd about my eating disorder coming back in full force, if my body finds out it can do with out food agian it might try telling me agian that I no longer need food..

And I talked in great detial with my doctor about it before we put me on this med, for this reason but it is almost the last of our choices becuase the next step might have been is a differnt type of medication like a barbitute but I did not even want to do it EVER !!!!!

So I will just keep talking to others who hvae been on it.. and yes I do know it is a mood stabilzer and ep med.. but I am ok with that..




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