I don't think I'm confused because of fear - I'm scared, but I don't think it's because of that.
I can't control the fear until this stops, I don't know if when I leave the house - if it's going to be the last time I do.

I understand your story, but you got to understand you had a 1 off - I get it every day, just some days are better than others. I understand you were scared though.

The meds I've taken them for a while before - probably 2 months, before I stopped, I think that was long enough - that should be enough, but I still got told to take them, then I got 10mg wasn't helpful, so what was the point of me taking it anyway.