I would maybe start journaling too, that can be a great support or think of/develop an activity you love doing (I would read 5+ books a week). Just "using" other people and talking to them when you are having a hard time gets old for the other people pretty quick I think; you have to have a relationship with people, give and take. Maybe get a volunteer job in a social support field where you might meet others who would understand or you could learn more for yourself.