Classic Depression. When I am in my down swings, my couch gets a very distinct butt shaped indentation in it from the hours I spend there.

While my heart tells me sitting in front of the TV is all I can handle, I also know in my head that its really bad for me to be doing it. That just adds to the depression.

Maybe you need to get a tweak in your meds.

Always remember, the good part about BP is that "this mood shall pass".