Im really sad I let it get to me so much. Bah!

I wonder if my pdoc is wrong. Shes dx'd me with panic disorder and generalized anxiety disorder. most my anxiety can b generalized but most of what i remember happening is in the social aspect ex: public events that involve me speaking or being down front of anyone at all, group projects at trainings, being around a bunch of people I dont know, going to new places for events with people im never around, goign out with friends ive never gone out with, people around guys period, buying clothes, grocery shopping, (im fat), picking up meds, talking to smart people, feeling like a failure with my failure, having to "dress up" because I never feel I look as pretty as other people, singing at church and Emmaus stuff, cooking for other people because I dont know if they will like it, etc etc etc etc