I've been with my boyfriend for over 2 years. We took a break over a year ago for a few months, but we realized we wanted to be with each other. During the break, as him and I were trying to get back together and working out our issues, he slept with another woman. This really hurt me and I had a hard time dealing with it. I eventually agreed to keep working on our relationship, but still to this day I feel cheated on, even though we weren't totally committed at that point. Throughout this whole year, I've always had concerns, not that he would cheat on me (I truly believe he wouldn't), but of me not being good enough, just basic insecurities with myself because of that situation. We had made an agreement a long time ago, that we both think of watching porn and cheating and we both strongly believed in it (at least I did.) I recently looked through his internet history, which I know was wrong, but I just knew something was going on, and I found porn searches. I confronted him about it and hes apologetic but I just don't know if I can ever really forgive him. He has completely broken my trust and my heart. I really feel deceived and cheated once again, and I'm not sure how to get over it. Is it time for us to call it quits and move on? It's hard to think that our amazing relationship would end because of this. But just the day before, I was insecure about something, and he kept saying how other women don't matter to him and how he would never want to look at another woman and I was the most beautiful. I'm torn on what to do.