I was doing amazing yesterday, however I woke up this morning agitated, racing thoughts, extreme anxiety. I am cycling ever 1-2 days. I have been going through this for the last month.

My grades are now suffering due to my inability to complete some of my school work and inability to study. I have yet to go to the disability office, but I plan to do so this week. Other than that I have about 4 weeks left till finals and I don't know how I am going to be able to manage.

According to my college, I can file for an incomplete(s) if I am only missing a couple of assignments and have a passing grade. At this point I have passing grades but like 3-4 assignments due and a couple more tests before my finals. I honestly don't know how to salvage this semester. I want to go in to tell my advisor what is is going on, but I don't even know where to begin once I have that meeting with her. I should have filed for disability prior to the beginning of the semester but...shoulda, coulda, woulda, I just didn't.

I'm lost as to what I should do or where to even start. It's like now I am at that point where I have officially entered the danger zone. Might I mention that the stress of this is making my cycles so much better...not.