I think it's kinda nice that she said she could feel that you were not feeling anything. I like that better than what my long term T used to do to me, which was constantly ask me, but what are you FEEEEELING? I always answered wrong. If she knew, why didn't she tell me? It will come in time. When I was growing up, I learned NOT to cry "or else"; not to react, not to SHOW reactions. We're the Tiger Woods of not showing, not feeling our emotions, we've been doing it since the womb, probably. Or the Tin Man in Wizard of Oz - you're just rusty, but you've always had a heart.