Thanks dragonfly2. Do I come right out and tell her that I'm bipolar or is that tmi?? Should I just tell her I am suffering from and illness? sick? I'm so nervous to go in and talk to her. I'm afraid she is just going to tell me,"tough s***." I dont know what i would do without my ativan. It is preventing me from being hospitalized at this point. I am basically counting my minutes until i see my pdoc. I am so thankful that my suicidal ideation has subsided for the past 48 hours.