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Flooded · Nov 13, 2011, 11:17 PM

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Originally Posted by rainbow8

tree, thank you for posting. I was afraid I scared everyone away.

Maybe it's related to my Mom dying. I was also 34 but she was 68. It wasn't unexpected--she was sick for a few years, but I thought she would be around to get to know her grandchildren and to be there for me for many years. It's crummy that she had to die.

If it helps rainbow, I often think people I might want to get close too will die just like my mother did. She was 37 and I was 15. Way too young for both of us.

Sometimes I wonder if this is why I'm so guarded with my tdoc.... It can't hurt so much if I don't get close and she dies..

I'm so morbid