(((((RubenRawr)))))
Yes, it can when you are facing it, speaking up, that is a normal reaction. After all it is hard for anyone to have to speak out about a parent. But Ruben, it was really necessary, your sense of what was right was correct, you knew that it could be much worse, you also knew you had to do what is right. But I agree, it is exhausting, no one wants to expose that kind of truth about someone, especially not a parent. But you have to keep honestly reminding yourself that you did the right thing even if is feels scary and confusing. Honestly that is how all victims feel, even is it is not a parent and is a stranger, it is still hard. And you obviously have a really good, kind, caring heart so even though you knew you had to say something it is very hard to be the one who has to expose the truth.
When you make that choice, it means you are very strong and you really don't want others to suffer. And this will all straighten out, your family WILL heal and overcome this with therapy. All of you will need time, but you did the right thing you became the protector. Now get your rest, you need to work on growing strong and overcoming this lieukemia, it can be done others have fought it off and survived. So rest, take care of you, let those who know how to take care of the rest do what they are trained to do.
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