Dear Ruben, I know you are very, very tired, of everything!
Is there anyone to stay with you tonight? Either way hopefully you can get some rest.

Just keep remembering this is all your fathers fault. You have your family for support. No more secrets, he can't hurt you again.

Again we are all here to support you anytime you feel like posting.
Let them take care of you now, your siblings are also safe now.
Sending you many gentle hugs.