I read some of your other blog writings, and it sounds really frustrating. I don't know if you can, but I would try to find another program, or tell your mom that the support team doesn't seem to really care about people with BPD, ; cuz that definitely what it sounds like. I'd be upset too. I do agree that you should'nt go off your meds, things take time to get better, I assume you've only recently started. Try having some grapefruit juice in the meantime, that does wonders for mood, if only short term. PErhaps a better therapist would help too, if you can. Sometimes it takes a while to find the right fit- I used to hate going to a therapist because I never felt like they cared, now I wish my psych. doc was my therapist because we get along so well like we're both on the same page. Anyway, good luck