I took some advices and try to end it with my friend. But it is sad on how everything that went down. You all know that my friend was texting me a lot this past week, by my last post. Please remember this fact; he texted me, saying that he wanted to hang out sometime. I was like ok I’m free this weekend. He said that he might be busy this weekend. I said whatever to him (knowing that we were never going to hang out). He text lol to me and was saying that was funny to him that I text whatever to him. I did not say anything back to him. But this little chat really opened my eyes.

I had been thinking a lot about what was going between me and my friend. It made me so sick to know that my friend was back to his old ways (aka games). So I made up my mind send him a text on how I feel. That text went into a very bad chat with my so call friend. Here is what was said between the two of us.

Me: I really want to tell you something. I don’t know if I should. :’(
Him: What’s up…
Him: What’s up…
Him: What’s good tell me? I’m busy so I don’t have time for this long wait on response…
Me: I think that we can’t be anything more than friends Because…………..
Me: Just forget about me.
Him: Okay and why is that?
Him: You seriously can’t send me thing like that and not elaborate on it otherwise your shouldn’t send anything at all.
Me: Because I don’t think you really want anything.
Him: I do, just not with you and not right now. I have way to much things to deal with and I’m kinda seeing someone and taking it slow and your perception of slow is not slow at all.
Me: What a F@#$ing a%&.
Him: Why am I an a%& I didn’t do anything wrong and I told you what was good and you took it to heart… I care about you but I’m not ready to be what and who you want me to be. I have too much baggage that I need to rid myself of.
Me: You just said you are kinda seeing someone. That is why your F@#$ing a%&. You don’t care about me. If you did, you have a funny way of showing it. Because this is the first I am hearing about this someone. And other thing you were the one that wanted me to stay the night over and everything. Not me.
Me: I don’t even want to be your friend any more. You F@#$ everything up between us. Good Bye.

For the most part everything is word for word on what was said. But I did clean up some parts. Sorry it is long but I really need to tell someone what was said. Just to get all bad whatever you want call it out of me. I am in a lot of pain right now but I got my heart broken by someone that I thought really cared about me. I really wanted things to be different this time around.