BIG SIGH.......................................

While I am thrilled and blessed to be back home with my husband and family (after 30 days away) I am also having those panic attacks again - the ones that left me alone while I was away....
I just feel like crying - - -

While I know that I still have some unresolved feelings left in me and that in time I too will work through them - I just hate having to face the FACTS (I have been deeply wounded)....... phooie spit spit.

When will the past be left just there - in the past? - for I so what to carry on with my life and with my love affair with my dear husband (a man who loves me and yet has made some mistakes, but now he is changing).

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Just sharing, not for sure where I am trying to go with this, but I will see as others reply back.... maybe some thing will come to ME as I talk it out with all you wonderful and caring people on here?

LoVe,
Rhapsody -