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I am sorry to hear that your struggling. I dont know about the other disorder your discribing here but I do have PTSD and the symptoms for me have gotten worse which I have not been able to understand myself. I did have flashbacks and I have been able to, so far, go without having one in a long time except I did have one in the doctors office which was embarrassing and I didn't even mention it. I do have memories coming forward and I am basically seeing how certain things in my past fit together in a stressful way and how it effected me in ways I hadn't realized.

I know it is hard to understand PTSD and even believe that it can be so bad and complicated. Learning about it is really important, I found a nice site where I did learn more about it and there is nice videos explaining it, www.giftfromwithin.org
It is really important that you find a good therapist to help you work on it and find ways to learn about it and how to deal with it.

I would not be surprised if nontramatic memories or flashbacks come forward. Our brains store infomation for different reasons, try not to be afraid of your memories. Write them down and think about them and see if they mean anything, much of what comes forward are things that were somehow unresolved so the brain couldn't file them properly.

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