good for you itsme/day 4. 
after a relapse i struggled so hard to get back in the groove. 'easy does it.' it won't return overnight-acceptance etc. 'just keep coming bank' and also ask your higher power to help you have the willingness. that worked for me- praying for the willingness to change.
keep posting.  we're here for you. 
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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