I will definately share the website, I just finished watching some videos and learned a lot. In one he explains that there is a change in the brain that occurs from ptsd, not necessarily brain damage, but definately a change. I'm gonna eventually try to bring a family member in or at least have them watch some of the videos so they can better understand the illness.. thank you so much for your support! It does actually feel good to know I'm not alone.

-Singularis