I feel your pain.

I use to starve myself and did horrible things to my body. I have to say even when I hit my lowest weight, where my mother would cry and try to feed me cake and what not, I still thought I was fat. I look at pictures of myself then and I think about how crazy that was.

It's the media that gives us impossible ideals that no women can live up to! Even the women we see in magazines don't look like that. I believe Cindy Crawford said, "I wish I looked like Cindy Crawford".

The best thing you can do is to keep active and get regular exercise. Even if you don't feel your at your thinnest you'll have more confidence in your looks than if you just diet.

Also check out Killing us Softly. You're definitely not alone in your struggle with body image.